R.A.M.B.L.I.N.G.S

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

penat berjalan mcm tak abis... mcm mcik2 plk rasa. kemain berangan nak pegi obesi... tp takpe kot, sb time jalan is ok, ibarat wanita2 yg wlpn penat, tp bl nampak kain pasang, karpet, tudung, blouse, beg, kasut murah2, terus bertenaga g shoping, so konpem kalau g negara org lagi kuat ubat bius pakai tuk ignore segala keletihan tu kan. wlpn mungkin... balik tu terus tdo tuk 45jam tanpa henti, atau skip time solat je. haha.

I've typed this entry since morning, nak citer lain sebenarnya... tp dah start x sedap badan, kaki sejuk beku. mood is not around, but d problems is just keep coming to me rite now... 

"Lari lari lari
Aku lari tinggalkan semua ini
Untuk mencari-cari
Cari ketenangan diri.."

sorry, i've to cheer up my heart, wlpn... hmmm :(  supposed to be today, i ;

visit kinah n her baby with again wif teha

baked cake for aina

meet k nor for a reason

cook mum dishes

but nothing works...

saya percaya, Allah turunkan masalah utk hamba2Nya bukan saja2, there must be a reason... either utk uji, kifarah, atau mmg ada hikmah di sebaliknya. but being a poor human, saya akan sentiasa cpt melatah, x sabar, moody, upset, stress...  Allahurrabbi...

-hope to have a better feeling and spirit-